Wednesday, May 21, 2008

This Is The Blog Of Your Life

The Lakers win!! The Lakers Win! The Lakers Win. The Lakers Win ?


Do you remember yourself ten years ago. I was an avid Lakers fan. My friends, were my friends from forever. I was 23. In the summer of 1998, I had still not met my wife. And I have assured her that that was not a good thing for her. She would have hated me. Wrong place wright time. That extra "W" - intentional.

I am reading a book that reflects heavy on history and the people you have come from. I have tried to deny it. That I was more...different...better. But I carry their legacy around with me. I can not separate myself from the past. which is fixed, and attempt to create a better me, which despite my beliefs in not maleable.

Just 10 years ago. I weighed less. I was less confident. I was unsure. I was certain. I was loyal. I questioned my loyalty. I was fucked over. I never forgave.

This is literally blog rambling.

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